The List

I stole this from a friend

Here's the complete list. Bold the ones that apply.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.(I've seen some but was not to impressed, don't care to watch them)
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate more than ten people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my journal
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good cook.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone instead of a landline.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.(It was just 1 date)
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "South Park" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on OD.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome!
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am a different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the pound.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.(Did you read my last blog?)
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. Done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme .
146. I love Dr. Pepper!!!!
147. I'm a programmer.
148. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times.
149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books.
150. I like to smell my own hair.
151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go.
152. I have an eating disorder.
153. I have flown to a different country to see a band.
154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues".
155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving.
156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime.
157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble.
158. I have dated someone for longer than 5 years.
159. I have been hit by flying Eric Szmanda spittle. *???*
160. I have lived in three different countries.
161. I am holding a grudge against someone right now.
162. I am currently obsessed with the TV show "Farscape"
163. I wear nothing but tight clothes.
164. I love heavy metal.
165. I am absolutely in love with my car.
166. I own a punching bag and plan on using it in the next 24 hours.
167. I have more than just my ears pierced.

Looking for Love in All The Wrong Places

I'm really wanting to find the love of my life and get married. I've really started feeling that way in the past year. I am constantly being reminded that I am still single. Family members are always asking me if I have a boyfriend and when I'm going to get married and stuff like that. It seems like there is always someone saying that they want to hook me up with someone but then they never do. Sometimes it's because I told them "no that's ok" because I don't trust their judgment on who I should date.

In 2005 I made some bad choices when it came to guys. In April, I started talking with my upstairs neighbor and we were hanging out all the time and making out, the problem with that was things were moving really fast and I didn't get to know him first and ended up getting hurt (some of you know that story, I'm not going to get into it on here). In August, I went on a date with a 39 year old, great guy but obviously he was too old for me. Earlier in the year I decided to sign up on match.com just to see what would happen, I didn't really think I would get a date out of it. In September, a guy from match.com contacted me and we started e-mailing each other and getting to know each other, then towards the end of September we went on a date and it went pretty well. I agreed to go on a second date with him but we were having trouble setting it up. It was the beginning of November before we were able to go on that second date. That second date went horribly wrong, it was the worst date I ever had and I realized he really wasn't my type. Then there was another guy which I don't really know how to explain what we were or what happened, so I'm not going to explain it on here. Besides my closest friends already know that story and if you really want to know about it just ask.

I say all this because I am sick of kissing a bunch of frogs to find my prince charming. I think part of my problem with guys is even after I know that it won't work and that he will never be my prince charming I tend to keep them around. I don't know why I keep them around, I think maybe it is because I like having someone there and I figure they will do until the next guy comes around. I also tend to date jerks then don't listen to my friends when they try to tell me that they are jerks.

I have two resolutions for this year:
1. To listen to my friends when they tell me a guy is a jerk.
2. Once I've decided that it won't work with a guy I will break things off with them because there is no use keeping them around.

About Me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Becky
Birthday:	02-15-82
Birthplace:	Lubbock, TX
Current Location:	Humble, TX
Eye Color:	Green
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	I'm not real sure.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	black flip flops
Your Weakness:	men
Your Fears:	death
Your Perfect Pizza:	chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Become a stronger christian
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I decide to go to bed
Your Most Missed Memory:	Going to church camp every summer
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	more than I should
Do you Sing:	all the time
Do you Shower Daily:	usually
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	Been there done that
Do you want to get Married:	YES
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	NO
Do you get along with your Parents:	most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:	sometimes
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	never
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	never
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I'm not real sure
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	bald (yes I do prefer bald guys)
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	I either like really skinny guys or big guys
Best Clothing Style:	dressed up
Number of Drugs I have taken:	0
Number of CDs I own:	I'm not sure
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I have made many mistakes in my past but there is nothing I can do about it now.
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My First Blog

So this is my first blog. I don't really know what to say in this blog. Many of my friends have been telling me that I should create a blog. I really don't know what I will write about on my blog or even if I will use it very much. I will try to make it interesting for everyone to read.